To Be Loved: The Best of Papa

Papa Roach To Be Loved: The Best of Papa Lyrics
1.Broken Home

Broken home, all alone
Broken home, all alone

I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone I could confide in
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth!

Broken home, all alone

I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care?
If I'm sad or angry
You were never ever there
When I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
Did the same to you!

I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
Crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
(Push it back inside) x4
A weak link

Broken home, all alone

It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself living in a broken home
How could I tell it?
So all y'all could feel it
Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up, 'bout to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell
Are nonfiction
And you can't take it back cuz it's already done

BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!

Can't seem to fight these feelings
Caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
Stuck in between my parents

BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!


2.Last Resort

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort,
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort,
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die pleading

Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight,
Chances are that I might
Mudilation outa sight
and I'm contimplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do i begin

It all started when i lost my mother
No love for myself and no love from another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
finding nothing but QUESTIONS AND DEVILS

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort,
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight,
Chances are that I might
Mudilation outa sight
and I'm contimplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying


3.Time & Time Again

yes i did it and i'll do it again
it doesn't matter if i am your best friend
i don't think so
you're not that smart
over and over it breaks my heart
the cycle continues time for your crime
the pain comes back in an ugly design
her makeup smears
the tears that she cries
over and over every night

emotional swords slash my soul
and now the pain takes control
i think about you
i think about me
think about the way that it used to be
i need a bottle
i need some pills
i need a friend
i need some thrills
a shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
when life gets rough

time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me
time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me

it's like a fight every single day
it's always easy when you have it your way
deep in my heart
in the depths of my soul
my selfish ways are out of control
i'm sorry that it comes down to this
i punch through the wall as i break my fist
the makeup smears
tears that we cry
over and over every night

time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me
time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me

you're so selfish
you're making me want to end this relationship
you're making me want to end this

time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me
time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me

time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me
time and time again
you think about yourself before you think about me

loving ties unwind
lost time behind
loving ties unwind
lost time behind


4.She Loves Me Not

when i see her eyes
look into my eyes
then i realize that
she could see inside my head
so i close my eyes
thinking that i could hide
disassociate so i don't have to lose my head
this situation leads to agitation
will she cut me off?
will this be amputation?

i don't know if i care
i'm the jerk
life's not fair

fighting all the time
this is out of line
she loves me not
loves me not
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not
loves me not

over the past five years
i have shed my tears
i have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
until this day
she still swings my way
but it's sad to say sometimes
she says she loves me not
i hesitate
to tell her i hate
this relationship
i want out today
this is over

i don't know if i care
i'm the jerk
life's not fair

fighting all the time
this is out of line
she loves me not
loves me not
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not

line for line
rhyme for rhyme
sometimes we be fightin' all the goddamn time
it's making me sick
relationship is getting ill
piss drunk stupid
mad on the real
could you feel what I feel
what's the deal girl
we're tearing up each other's world
we should be in harmony
boy and girl
that is the promise we made
back in the day
we told each other things wouldn't be this way
i think we should work this out
it's all right baby we can scream and shout

i don't know if i care
i'm the jerk
life's not fair

fighting all the time
this is out of line
she loves me not
loves me not
do you realize I won't compromise
she loves me not
loves me not

life's not fair
life's not fair
life's not fair
i'm the jerk

life's not fair

she loves me not
loves me not


5.Scars

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channeled all your pain
and I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you goin' down
But you never realized

That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't have ever come around
Why don't you just go home?

Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
GO. FIX. YOURSELF.

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


6.Getting Away With Murder

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And im addicted to your punishment
And you're the master and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational so confrontational
To tell the truth again im getting away with murder
It isn't possible to never tell the truth
But the reality is im getting away with murder

I take my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cos I don't even want to
And I don't need to because im getting away with murder

I feel irrational so confrontational
To tell the truth again im getting away with murder
It isn't possible to never tell the truth
But the reality is im getting away with murder

Getting Away Getting Away Getting Away Getting Away
Getting Away Getting Away Getting Away Getting Away
Getting Away - MURDER

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And im addicted to your punishment
And you're the master and I am craving this disaster

I feel irrational so confrontational
To tell the truth again im getting away with murder
It isn't possible to never tell the truth
But the reality is im getting away with murder

I feel irrational so confrontational
To tell the truth again im getting away with murder
It isn't possible to never tell the truth
But the reality is im getting away with murder


7.Just Go (Never Look Back)

We're the gladiators
Taking my heart won't be that easy
So send in your lies
I'll fly so high the birds won't reach me

So prepare yourself
Screw everyone else
Time is counting down
And it looks like it's now

Just Go (Don't look back)
Just Go (Never look back)

Kept my eyes on the prize
The next step in my evolution
Is to realize
My life is just a crazy ride

So prepare yourself
Screw everyone else
Time is counting down
And it looks like it's now

Just Go (Don't look back)
Just Go (Never look back)
Just Go (Don't look back)
Just Go (Never look back)

So prepare yourself
Screw everyone else
Time is counting down
And it looks like it's now

Prepare yourself
Screw everyone else
Time is counting down
And it looks like it's now

(Dont look back) Its now
(Never look back) Its now


8....To Be Loved

Listen up, turn it up & rock it out
Party on, I wanna hear you scream & shout
This is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down, to get some fucking respect

Taking it back to the hardcore level
I'd rather be ready for some battles in the metal
Taking it back to the hardcore level
Better be ready for some battles in the metal

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I want domination, I want your submission
I see you're not resisting, to this temptation
I've got one confession, a love deprivation
I've got a jet black heart, thats all fucked up & it's falling
apart

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I've got another confession; I fell into temptation
& there is no question, There is some connection
I've got to follow my heart, no matter how far
I've gotta roll the dice, never look back, & never think twice

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Take the past, burn it up & let it go
Carry on, I'm stronger than you'll ever know
Thats the deal, you get no respect
You're gonna get yours, you better watch your fucking neck

Take the past, burn it up & let it go
Carry on, I'm stronger than you'll ever know
Thats the deal, you get no respect
You're gonna get yours, you better watch your fucking neck

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give In
I just wanna be, wanna be loved

(take the past, burn it up & let it go)
Woahohohoh, I'll Never Give Up
(take the past, burn it up & let it go)
I just wanna be, wanna be loved


9.Reckless

Please forgive me when I turn out the lights
Watch this haunted day turn into a wasted night
So cut me up
Throw me out
Cause I'm reckless
I'm a reckless god dam son of a bitch

I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
From this madness
I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
From this madness

I'm walking on broken glass
From the wreckage of my past
I'm locked up in a cage
Cause I'm a prisoner of my ways
So cut me up
Throw me out
Cause I'm reckless
I'm a reckless god dam son of a bitch

I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
From this madness
I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
Save me from this madness

Thank god I've got a woman
With my name acrossed her heart
Loving me aint easy
Loving me is hard
I'm sorry about the madness
But that's the way it's got to be
Cause it takes a crazy women
To love a reckless man like me

I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
From this madness
I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
Save me from this madness

I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
Save me from this madness
I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me
Save me from this madness


10.Had Enough (Acoustic)

Turn the channel on the TV
Another boy, shot tonight
I can't believe what I am seeing
A body bag, a mother cries

Seems like this is never-ending
I've had enough, so I decide
The time has come for me to face it
I can't refuse the war in-side

'Cause We have had enough
All the violence has touched
Every part of our lives
Our innocence is gone tonight

I don't know if I can hide it
I know the truth, it's only lies
The president will deny it
The body count, a steady rise

In my head there is a riot
To change the world, no one dies
The time has come for us to fight it
We can't refuse the war in-side

'Cause We have had enough
All the violence has touched
Every part of our lives
Our innocence is gone tonight


'Cause We have had enough
All the violence has touched
Every part of our lives
Our innocence is gone tonight

I know, that you, can change the future
I know, that we, can make it happen

In my head there is a riot
And I don't think I can fight it

'Cause We have had enough
All the violence has touched
Every part of our lives
Our innocence is gone tonight

'Cause We have had enough
All the violence has touched
Every part of our lives
Our innocence is gone tonight

We have had enough
We have had enough
We have had enough


11.Forever (Live)

In the brightest hour in my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you
Can't get threw to you
It's been a Helter Skelter the romance from the start

Take these memories that are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds
By his own pair of scissors
Hell never forgive her
Hell never forgive her

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire
On a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl
Little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life

You're my heroine
In this moment I'm lonely
Fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiving this broken heart of mine

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss


12.Hollywood Whore

hollywood whore, passed out on the floor
i'm sorry but the partys over

cocaine nose and trendy clothes
gotta send her to rehab
she found out she's got no soul,
but it really doesn't bother her
white trash queen, american dream
oh what a role model
throwing a fit, making a scene
like no tomorrow

hollywood whore
passed out on the floor
can't take it no more
i'm sorry but the party's over
the talk of the town
is she's going down
i'm sorry but the party's over now

awake by noon, drunk by four
sucked up in the showbiz
your so lame, you're such a bore
i wanna kick your teeth in
plastic smile to match your style
we can tell you got a face lift
you're so vein, oh so vile
you're a number one hit

hollywood whore
passed out on the floor
can't take it no more
i'm sorry but the party's over
the talk of the town,
is she's going down
i'm sorry but the party's over

the cameras are gone
and nobody screams
she couldn't survive her fifteen minutes of fame
her friends are all gone,
she's going insane
she'll never survive without the money and fame
it's all going down the drain..

hollywood whore
passed out on the floor
i'm sorry but the party's over
the talk of the town,
is she's going down
i'm sorry but that party's over

hollywood whore
passed out on the floor
i'm sorry but the party's over
the talk of the town,
is she's going down
i'm sorry but that party's over

wake up, the party's over
wake up, the party's over
wake up, the party's over
wake up, the party's over now
(hahaha) don't let the door
hit ya where the good lord split ya hunny


13.Lifeline

When I was a boy
I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream
I was blaming myself
for all that was going wrong

I was way out there
on the wrong side of town
and the ones that I loved
I started pushing 'em out
then I realised
That it was all my fault

I've been looking for a lifeline
for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain
breaking down again
looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand
and I asked for some help
we tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light
and I fell to the ground

I've been looking for a lifeline
for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain
breaking down again
looking for a lifeline

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain
breaking down again
looking for a lifeline

You know a heart of gold
wont take you all the way
And in a world so cold
its hard to keep the faith
Im never gonna fade away!

I've been looking for a lifeline
for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain
breaking down again
looking for a lifeline

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain
breaking down again
looking for a lifeline


14.Scars (Acoustic)

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channeled all your pain
and I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you goin' down
But you never realized

That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel